If you are a child of God, then yes. But chosen for what?
As a child I was not the most athletically inclined child in the school. As a matter of fact I couldn’t hit the broad side of a barn with a ball of any kind. I wanted to be; I just didn’t have it in me, nor did I have the willpower to work for it, I didn’t like it that much. So needless to say when it came to picking teams it was a sad time. I wasn’t the last to be chosen, hallelujah there were a few kids worse than me, but I ranked among them.
I grew up with a few internal scars from having not been one of the “chosen” in many different peer groups. One of which I really wanted to be chosen for was singing. And to top it all off, God paired me with a best friend who could bring the house down when she opened her mouth. I on the other hand was at or below average so I was content at being a friend of the chosen. Batman’s Robin so to speak. If I couldn’t be the hero, the hero’s best friend would suffice.
And then I grew up thinking that no more would I be in constant competition for this role or that. I would be free to be me. The trouble with that, I’d spent so much of my life being a sidekick that I didn’t know who I was. So I resorted to the familiar and went the way the wind blew with little guidance or direction, while deep within me beat the heart of passion for venues yet explored for fear of failure or rejection.
I was the frozen chosen. Not cold… just immovable.
Then I met the Team Captain.
Tears still well up in my soul when I think back to the day Jesus dislodged my sidekick mentality. The idea that I could actually be one of the elect with purpose. No way! The idea was so foreign to me. I was the nobody. Now, all of a sudden out of nowhere, I found myself standing before hundreds of people, belting out songs, teaching the gospel, making people laugh and more importantly, love. Not love me… that wasn’t as important as getting them to know and love the One who loved me.
I wanted them to understand that they too were chosen.
Acts 9:15 speaks of Paul.
But the Lord said unto him, Go thy way: for he is a chosen vessel unto me, to bear my name before the Gentiles, and kings, and the children of Israel:
Paul probably was the cool kid in school. But there’s a vast difference between being chosen by the people, and chosen of God. The people will turn on you in heartbeat and their love is vane and fleeting. But when you’re chosen by God, it’s for a lifetime and with purpose unimaginable!
I fully believe, and quite often share it with youth, that there are talents that God refuses to allow the world to have.
Please don’t misunderstand what I’m about to say as a boast, because believe me when I tell you I’m my own worst critic. But no one heard my voice as anything but at or below average until I got saved. And someone once said to me what I also thought when I opened up my mouth to sing for the Lord, “Where did that come from?” Nobody was as shocked as me when I discovered that I was a vessel of purpose.
It is why I now am so passionate to tell others that they too have been chosen. For what? I have a feeling you know.
Chosen is a wonderful thing Shari, especially by whom of which you speak, and I know you are truly chosen!
In youth, I suffered much the same as the youngest of the three of us. Both my brothers were several years older than I and without my mother around, Dad’s time was limited. My older brothers would get involved in ‘little league’ and the such and I was a ‘tag a-longer’ so to speak. On occasion, my Dad or brothers would try to help me & involve me but I was so physically far behind there was no possibility of success so I understand your feelings well!
It was when I became truly ‘CHOSEN’ I realized how absolutely wonderful life really is!!!
As far as signing – I’ll leave that to you! I fear I’d only scare many away – but I’d happily be ‘your sidekick’ any day as ‘ONE OF THE CHOSEN’!!!
GOD BLESS YOU !!!
You may not sing here brother but we’ve all got a new song in glory! Hoping to get a CD done within the next few months. You’ll be first on my list to punish with it.
Blessings back!
If that’s punishment; I WISH TO BE BEATEN SEVERLY!!!
Careful what you ask for :) I’ll let you and Dewey know when to expect your CD’s.